Sempurnanya Cinta by Silent Stage

Aku bagai tak percaya padamu adakah aku segalanya

Haruskah aku menerima saja cinta darimu

Seandainya aku tak percaya menggapai bintang yang selalu kau pinta

Adakah kau akan tetap setia menemaniku

Aku sedang denganmu, kau buat diriku rasa terharu

Sememangnya kau wanita yang sempurna

Cukup aku mengkagumi insan sepertimu

Buka pintu hatimu, aku mulai jatuh cinta padamu

Kau buat diriku terasa bahagia

Dan inginku bersamamu untuk selamanya

Dengarlah wahai kekasihku

Bahwa aku tak pernah menduakan mu

Adakah kau akan tetap setia menemaniku

Aku sedang denganmu, kau buat diriku rasa terharu

Sebenarnya aku tak pernah menduga

Cukup aku mengkagumi insan sepertimu

Buka pintu hatimu, aku mulai jatuh cinta padamu

Kau buat diriku terasa bahagia

Dan inginku bersamamu untuk selamanya

Aku sedang denganmu, kau buat diriku rasa terharu

Sememangnya kau wanita yang sempurna

Cukup aku mengkagumi insan sepertimu

Buka pintu hatimu, aku mulai jatuh cinta padamu

Kau buat diriku terasa bahagia

Dan inginku bersamamu untuk selamanya.

                                    Sempurnanya Cinta by Silent Stage (promo)

This song still in progress. Just listen this promo. Thank you! :)

Tired.

Everyday working, working and working.
Ain't got no free days on my busy schedule.
Today I'm working for 16 hours and this is very insane!
Seriously I'm very busy and very tired for this.
Sometimes I don't have rest enough.
I can't do anything, because this is the way I work.
Now I don't have a time to spend with my friend.
For sure I miss you all.
But I must working hard from now.
Because I just want to concentrate my job, that's all.
Just call me or leave me a message.
For sure I will reply.
I hope you all understand my situation right now.
Take care. I love you all!
Bye :)

Live a Happy Life.

Now my life is different than before.
Seriously I feel very happy with my new life.
Firstly at my working place.
At there I met new people and new friends.
Their are very sporting and coolness people!
I love to working with them.
Because their almost makes me happy.
Everyday their makes a funny joke to make a noise.
Seriously I'm happy with this situation.
With them, I can forget my problem.
Problem are still problem.
But I'm still can enjoying myself.
Seriously I'm working only for money and help my parents.
Money is very important and everyone need a money!
Without a money we are nothing.
Now I'm very enjoying myself with my coolness friends.
Their always makes me smile and I feel very happy. 
Sometimes I'm think, their are insane! :D
Because their always making a noise, and I love it!
Actually I don't like to be serious for most of time.
It can makes everyone bored, tension and not enjoying at working place.
Sometimes when we are tension, we must to forget the problem.
With this I can forget the problem.
From now, when I have a problem, I've must to forget it.
My problem is not important than my job.
Because my job is more important than my problem.
After this, I tried to solved my problem one by one.
But, it maybe take for a few times.
Now I feel I'm happy with my new routine.
Because I feel I have a responsible and commitment for myself.
Everyday I woke up early even a day I'm not working.
I wish I can stayed my life like this for a long time.
May god bless my long journey after this.
Now What I need is working, working and working.
I don't care what I'm doing or job I'm working.
The important things is, I have a money and I know what to do with this.
I wish I can do what I want and makes people proud of me, that's all.
Thanks to all who support me, most of time.
Especially my parents, my family and my close friends.
Thanks a lot.


P/S : Problem are still problem.. Sometimes we must to forget the problem. Don't give up quickly. Because the problem are still following us after we solved it! Without a problem we didn't know to solved something. Sometimes a problem is useful for everyone... Trust me! :)

Until The End by Avenged Sevenfold

The song is about friends.
That were once close but have now drifted apart.
One friend has moved on with his life.
While the other friend hasn't progressed with his life. 
And is now being ignored by his former friend, 
even though he still cares for his friend and wants to be close with him.
But his former friend isn't interested in him, anymore.


"Don't change the way you think of me. We're from the same story.
Life moves on, can't stay the same. For some of us, I'm worried."

Twenty Two.

Today I'm 22 years old already.
Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah S.W.T. because still give me alive.
I hope this year is more better than past year. 
Time for me to recovery all the things that I miss.
Then I could do what I want in my life.
It's time to change and trade this life for something new. 
Thanks a lot for all wishing my birthday, I'm really appreciate that! :)
Love you all! Muahhh! ♥ ♥ ♥ - Faried othman.

21 November 1988 - Now

Working working and working.

Maybe I rarely online after this and facing my laptop.

Because I already work and having a busy life.
Now everyday I wakeup early.

Everything I do it's just for money.

No money, we can't do what we want!

In my mind just now, I'm just thinking about my work.

All I'd do just for my family.

Sometimes I feel guilty to my parents.

Yeah I know before this I'm always waste my time.

But now, I'm trying to change my passion life.

It's good for me and also to my future.

What can I do now, just do what my parents wants!

Like my father said "when we work then we will have money".

Thanks for my parents, because their always give me a chance.

And their always support me even I'm not listen what their said.

I'm promise I want to change my attitude after this.

I don't want to waste my time like I'm done before this.

Now I feel responsible to my family and my life.

Maybe it's my time to prove that I can do it!

Thanks for support me. I love you all!

P/S : I'm promise, I will change my attitude and be a good person.

Feel Guilty.

It's still raining outside, and I'm still waiting for a raining stop.

Time is running out, and I'm still not going anywhere.

I'm really tension right now, and I don't know what to do.

Because I already promise to my friends to attend his dinner tonight.

Yeah, I should go to my friend dinner at 7 O'clock, but it's still rain outside.

Now I don't know how to tell him I can't coming his dinner.

It's a heavy rain outside, and I can't do anything.

Now I just hope he can forgive me. 

I'm so dissapoint for this and feel guilty for not attend this event.

I'm sorry to all my friends.

I Hated My Little Brother!

Seriously, I realy hated my young brother!

Everyday I teach him to be a nice person.(mostly)

Now looks what he's done to me.

Everyday he make me angry.

Everyday he don't listen to me.

Everyday he raised his voice to me.

Sometimes, my mother angry to me because of him.

I don't understand what he want?

Seriously, these kind are realy waste my time.
From now, I'm not your brother anymore.

Please go away from my life!
After this, I don't care what would happen to him anymore.

I don't know how to teach him anymore.

Seriously, I give up and really dissapointed!

I just hope one day he's gone from me.

Or he regrets what he's doing to me.

Go to hell fucker!

I Can't Trust Myself, So How Can You Trust Me?

Now I've been thinking about my life.
After past the future, all the problem are clear.
I try to act on my own.
But my problem is I'll NEVER CHANGE.
In doubt, some good comes out.
I try to convinced myself, but I can't.
Now, I can't trust myself anymore.
For me, change are so unnaturally.
And I don't like how fast my intentions fade.
I tried running away from myself, but I can't.
Well, I always make wrong decisions.
It's not wonder if it's happen again.
Because I'll always don't change.
From now, please don't give me some hope.
It's not possible for me to do what they want.
And I try my chance to be a person I wanna be.
Just give me a time to think about it.
Keep away from me for these time.
I'll promise, I will turn in a good situation.
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new.
Holding on to what I haven't got.
I believe, I don't deserve to fall this way, but I tried my best.
Just believes in me, that's all. -Faried Othman.

I'm trying to change