It's hard to let you go, but it's happen now.

It's time for me to forget you by slowly.
This is the best way between us.
Because I don't want anybody hurt after this, it's enough.
It doesn't mean this relationship is end.
It's never end, but we must to forget what we've done.
And I promise, I will be there for you when you need me.
Anywhere, anytime it just for you.
And you also must to forget me at the same time.
I know it's hard for me to let you go, but what can I do?
But I had to do this.
For me, is the best thing can I do between us.
Too many memory between us, and sometimes I can't forget it. 
But it just a memory and I hope you can forget it.
And I hope you might can forget me.
Maybe is the fate between us and I'm just can accept this all.
And maybe one day you can find somebody who better than me,
and I realy hope so.
Don't ever hope and trust to me after this.
I'm not a guy like you thought all this time, because I'm very different.
I can't give what you want it and I very sad for this.
Just forget me, is the best way for us.
And start from now, I want to being alone all the time.
I want to make my own way without somebody.
Is the best way for me to do what I've got to do after this.
Just take care yourself and you know how to find me when you need me.
I'm just can help you, that's all.
Don't worry about me and I know how to take care myself.
Because I'll always doing fine on my own.
Just enjoying yourself and I know you can do it.
I'll always pray for the best for you.
I hope you happy with your life after this.
Always take care yourself carefully, bye.


from, faried othman. ;)

About Me.

Hello, today I want to share something about me.
My name is Mohamad Faried bin Othman, 
I'm turning to 23 years this year.
Born in 21 November 1988.
I'm staying in Ipoh, perak.
I'm number 3 from 5 siblings.
Two older than me already married and they are already have a family.
And two my young brother still studying in standard
3 and standard 4 at high school this year.
Now I'm just working on full time in my life.
Actually I'm a student for 4 years ago.
I'm studying at cosmopoint ipoh. 
At there I take on Internet technology course.
After that I quit my study.
It's all happen because I have a problem on that time.
After that I take an opportunity to working on full time.
Now I'm just working at mcdonald and sometimes I help 
on my own family bisnes.
I'm generally quite unless I know someone.
And I don't really go out of my way to talk to people.
Maybe I'm too weird and I love to being alone.
Actually I'm single and it's doesn't mean I am gay.
I already breakup with my girlfriend.
And I'm still not ready for the relationship because I still couldn't find any girl who can replace my ex girlfriend.
Right now I still can live without a girl.
But I don't know in my future I still can live without a girl or I can't.
I still waiting for someone, just wait and see.
My friends call me a joker.
Because most of time I'm doing a silly things.
They also always laugh to me.
And I love to entertaint my friends and I always do what they want.
I don't care what people say it, because I love my style.
All I do just want to make sure they are happy, that's all.
I eat a lot.
Sometimes I can't stop eating. HAHA
It's sound very weird, but it's serious!
In my family, I'm a taller.
And I don't know why I'm so taller, I really different from them.
But I can do too many things with my special ability.
Sometimes I can do what they can't do.
This is what they call "special need" HAHA!
I always smile, even I have a problem but I still can smile.
Smile till you can smile. HAHA :)
It's maybe weird if you guys read it. 
Well this is my attitude and I do love my attitude.
although it's weird, this is me and I love what I do.
In my life, the one thing I need is live a happy life.


That's all from me, faried othman. :)

Family Day.

10 January 2011 is a Mcdonald family day.

All mcdonald crew are gather together to perform this program.

The program start from 7pm until 9pm.

All family crew also get involved in this program.

It's a special day, because all family is coming to join us.

With this, they can build a closer relationship.

And I'm realy happy because I am one of them to success this program.

I hope after this, another program like this will be held again.  

I love you guys

Dream Machine.

Today I want to talk about my Suzuki VS125.
Everywhere I go, I'll always with it.

No matter in what situation either in rain or dry.
I was involved in a scooterist when I was in school.
Because I'm very interested about it.
Sometimes most of half my salary is spent to this machine.
And I don't mind if my money spent too much because of this.
Now scooterist apart of my life and sometimes I consider it is my hobby.  
I have many friends who have used the same scooter.
And I have joined the clan of scooter, and they call it "Dream Machine".
Scooterist probably known about dream machine name.
Because this group has exploring all scooter's event in Malaysia and sometimes we are join by a number's of challenge in a open competition.
Like drag, sprintes and many programs we have join it. 
I am one of them and I'm proud to be a scooterist.
Now, I'm busy with work.
Too many of programs will miss after this.
And sometimes I only hang out with my friends when I'm free.
Now I'm just use this machine to go to my working place.
This machine is very important and services to me. 
And I'm wondering, someday if I sell this machine.
I hope I can keep it longer and I don't want to sold it. 
I will use it as long as I can to use it.

Vroom VrooOOoommm!

Konvoi from Ipoh to Cameron Highland in 2009.

Railway Station Ipoh.

Dataran Ipoh.

Just a memory.

My soul! :D

I Love My Family.

I don't have a money, I don't have a friend, I don't have a car,
but I have my FAMILY.

There always with me, no matter in what situation.

I need them, and always need them.

I love my family, and they are everthing to me.
The only things I care about are my family.

Mom, dad.. If you read this, I want you to know that I really love you.
I'm proud to be your son! :)

I miss these moment

Insha Allah by Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah Insha allah Insha Allah
Insha Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah Insha Allah Insha Allah

Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah Insha Allah Insha Allah
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way

Insya Allah Insha Allah Insha Allah
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

Depressed with situation around me.

Sometimes when we have a confident, we can do everything.

Now the feeling is come back and I'm too scared to confront this feeling.

In doubt, I've lost my confident.

But it doesn't mean I give up with this situation. 

Maybe I'm just don't have a feeling anymore.

All the thing I do, it doesn't mean to me anymore.

I'm sick with this, and I need my confident back!

Maybe I can solve it as soon as possible.

I don't know why, it's just happen since a few day ago.

And I feel very sad for this and I don't know how to do.

All I need is my friends who understand me.

Or I will solve it by myself.

It maybe take a few time to solve this.

And I hope this problem is not happen again on my future.

I always wish for the best.

I just hope god always with me, that's all.

New Year.

2010 are leaving us, and there too many memories. 
2010 is full of meaning.
It full with joy, happiness and full of tears.
For me, whatever happen in this life, life must go on.
But we still have a time to change it.
It's time to prove that we can do it!
Just forget the past and start a new life.
2011, I wish for a better life,more confident and be a better man.
And I will do the best for my family, friends and also to myself.
May 2010 has taught us a meaning of life.
May god bless my journey and wishing all the best for 2011.


Happy new year from,
Faried Othman.