Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish way
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope to begins to fade
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
Dear god the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no 
once again...

Learn from Mistakes.

Everybody got their problem.

And I have a problem too.

Well, It's hard to explain.

Even it's difficult for me, but the problem must be solve.

For sure, I don't want another mistake.

It's enough for me.

Now I feel I've come to realize.
Then, forget what's going on and start a new life.

Just do what we think we right.

My opinion is everybody do mistakes, because nobody perfert.

I believe, from the mistake we can learn everything.

It's just a matter of how you solve them.

For me, take it as a challenge.

Face a reality, that's all.

P/S : Don't give up quickly , try as possible.

Learning from mistake.

I Won't See You Tonight by Avenged Sevenfold

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more night, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strenght
I've made the change
I've won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I care for and loved
It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mount for me
You're not the one to place to blame
As bottles call my name
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me

I care for and most of all I loved

But I can't see myself that way

Please don't forget me, or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away

No more night, no more pain

I've gone away, took all my strenght

I've made the change

I've wont see you tonight

Avenged Sevenfold

Love It's Not Easy Like We Thought.

For me, Love is nothing. 
Because love always make me dissapoint. (mostly)
"Love it's not easy like we thought". 
Because love need a big commitment.
Love is come from inside and we must love each other. 
And not to force it!
Sometimes, when we are alone, we need someone to talk. 
For me, it's not a problem.
Because I always alone.
At this time, I still don't have a "special one". 
It doesn't mean I'm a gay, of course not! 
Of course I'm straight.
Now, I only have a close friend, and I love to be friend with them.
I wanna be with them until the end.
Their always make me happy and takecare of me, thank you.
All I wanna do is wait and maybe search for someone.
I hope I can cared the person that I love. (someday)


P/S : Sometimes, when we love someone, we must let her go. Trust me! :)

Love the way you lie

Blood Brother. (Kampung Pandan)

I have a family.  
We are just one big family and helping each other.
Live in this family, we must have commitment.  
It's about " time, money and power".
Without this commitment, we can't do what we want.
I never give up, even it's difficult for me.  
For me, It's a challenge.
"Loyalty and Law" is very important on this family.
Without Loyalty and Law, we can do everything without a limit.
Sometimes people thought they very perfect enough.  
But for me, we all same.
Their now, "apart" of my life.  
Everything I do,  it's all about this society.  (family)
Sometimes, their always help me.
They always support me, and give me a chance.
Seriously, that's all enough for me.
I love my family, especialy my big bos "Ayah Tony" and "Along Fazrul".
Thanks for accept me to live in this family. 
I appreciate that. I love you all!  
(DiabloSeven Bersatu! Kampung Pandan Forever!)


P/S : We are not a gangsterisme, we just a one family who help each other.  

Majlis Kampung Pandan

Majlis DiabloBersatu Ipoh & KL

The Returning of Faried Othman II.

Hello, I'm faried. 
Turning to 22 this year, from Ipoh.
Number 3 from 5 siblings.  
I'm a heavy smoker, and I love it.
I love my family.
And the only things I care about are my family.
I'm a friendly person and open minded.
Love to being around people.
Sometimes, I tend to be quite unless I know some people.
I love what I do, and I don't like to make any trouble.  Trust me!
Actualy, this is my second blog. 
My first account are terminated by the website, damn it!.
Well, I realy miss my old blog. 
With this blog, I can share my story, my problem and anything about me.
I made this blog just to introduce myself to people, friends and who know me.
Take care and live a happy life,  Assalamualaikum.

One big happy family.

Yes, I know I'm weird.